Post by nachtlicht on Sept 3, 2010 5:42:44 GMT -5
I don´t know why I´m since years so interested in all this, but I have many things in my memory, that I´m not able to explain. I don´t have anyone to talk about this, so I tell it over this board here, not sure how you react. Maybe you laugh about me, maybe you say I´m mad. Maybe I am, but it doesn´t explain why I have these certain memorys: When I was still a child, I remember that someone was at our door and asked about me. They came into the house and wanted to buy me for 3.000 $. My parents were not my real parents. My real mother was pretty heavy on drugs, so she gave me away when I was 2 years old. Strange people very often asked about me, when I got older, 6 or 7, when I was in the house of my new family. And they wanted to buy me. I still remember their words. Nobody is there, who understands me. I still remember that 2 people took me with them and they brought us to a NASA-Center. I didn´t knew why, but we were a big group of children and since days I ask myself why I start now remembering all this more and more. It doesn´t makes sense for me, because NASA is about space and science and when these people brought me with all this other children to this NASA-Center we should walk trough this big floor. We didn´t knew at all were we are, many children looked very disturbed. Than the next thing I still remember is there was a room we all needed to visit. A doctor said we should undress complete till we are naked. Than we all got a injection. I don´t know what it was. After this situation I got a black-out. Months ago I had many nightmares because of these memorys. I started to remember what they did with me, but I´m not sure if this really happened this way or if it just was the fantasy of a bad, very bad dream. They connected my head with a lot cables and did something with my genital and at the same time I´ve got electric shocks. The complete room was full of lights. It loked like a highly intense stroboscope-lighteffect. My ears started to hurt and there was a woman, dressed up like a doctor in white, she said to me: This is necessary and after this, everything again will be fine for you. Than I lost my mind somehow, saw everywhere butterflys and after this butterflys I don´t know what happend. But when I just saw this document, I asked myself why I get fears when I saw "The Wizard from Oz" as a child. I never could explain my fears. And as a child, I had often nightmares and I dreamed very often of butterflys and doctors giving me injections and doing this with me. Because of that I never wanted to go to doctors in our town. I never had problems with my health as a child and still I don´t have problems, so I never had to do with (normal) doctors. I don´t know what I should do with my memorys about this NASA-Center. I remember it like it was yesterday. I wish my english would be better, so I could explain it better. I´m from germany. And I remember also in his NASA-Center was a old doctor, a guy with a beard, and glasses. The girls and boys, we all were in one big room. we needed to stand all in one line. He checked us. He told us this is necessary. We thought back than as children it was a doctor and a doctor needs to do a checkup sometimes, so we waited and somehow this people brought us back to our countrys. I remember there were children talking in a language I didn´t understand. And also some from asia and africa were in our "group". I still remember this one girl. She was 8 years old or so, and totally disturbed she waited in this floor. She looked to me and I looked to her. Nobody of us knew what was going on. And around us doctors and other older people in fine clothes (very good looking suits) we didn´t knew. They all looked very important. Like they were in a high position and very important for something or some people.
nesara.insights2.org/Monarch.html
PROFILEOF MONARCH VICTIMS
* Monarch victims have structured MPD. Their MPD may be detected through a whole range of clues. It is not within the scope of this paper to give all the many clues and indications of MPD, but the following might be tip-offs:
o the person changes tastes and behavior and is self-contradictory in what they say they like.
o the person believes that aliens are talking inside their heads.
o the person is not able to comfortably watch certain films such as the Wizard of Oz, or Alice in Wonderland or some other particular non-horror movie.
The list of clues could go on for a long ways on how to detect structured MPD.
* Older ones may have tattoos with a Monarch butterfly. (This applies to CIA and Government Models especially.) Since the 1970s most Monarch victims have no longer been tattooed but wear butterfly barrettes, large butterfly ear rings, pins, necklaces, bracelets, or embroidered insignias. Illuminati Monarch slaves often do not have any tattoos because their bodies have to be blemish free to be qualified for the higher ranks within the Illuminati.
* Victims will have scars of various kinds on their bodies, including multiple electric prod scars or the resultant moles on their bodies. The type of scarring that these victims have is a long subject just in itself.
* When the victims get memory most if not all victims have participated in weird sex and pornography.
* Monarch victims suffer all types of problems, including confusion, fears, headaches, program-induced medical problems, hurting feet, dizziness, seeing black and white spots, etc., etc.
Men who are active in the programming will often have multiple marriages and will most often then marry a woman of striking appearance and who is much younger - but with little show of emotional attachment.
nesara.insights2.org/Monarch.html
PROFILEOF MONARCH VICTIMS
* Monarch victims have structured MPD. Their MPD may be detected through a whole range of clues. It is not within the scope of this paper to give all the many clues and indications of MPD, but the following might be tip-offs:
o the person changes tastes and behavior and is self-contradictory in what they say they like.
o the person believes that aliens are talking inside their heads.
o the person is not able to comfortably watch certain films such as the Wizard of Oz, or Alice in Wonderland or some other particular non-horror movie.
The list of clues could go on for a long ways on how to detect structured MPD.
* Older ones may have tattoos with a Monarch butterfly. (This applies to CIA and Government Models especially.) Since the 1970s most Monarch victims have no longer been tattooed but wear butterfly barrettes, large butterfly ear rings, pins, necklaces, bracelets, or embroidered insignias. Illuminati Monarch slaves often do not have any tattoos because their bodies have to be blemish free to be qualified for the higher ranks within the Illuminati.
* Victims will have scars of various kinds on their bodies, including multiple electric prod scars or the resultant moles on their bodies. The type of scarring that these victims have is a long subject just in itself.
* When the victims get memory most if not all victims have participated in weird sex and pornography.
* Monarch victims suffer all types of problems, including confusion, fears, headaches, program-induced medical problems, hurting feet, dizziness, seeing black and white spots, etc., etc.
Men who are active in the programming will often have multiple marriages and will most often then marry a woman of striking appearance and who is much younger - but with little show of emotional attachment.
